Today is just a day where I miss my best friend.
I don’t even know what to do. Our relationship deteriorated because we changed so much as people n the year that we were going out that we were barely friends any more and god I miss our friendship like hell.
To be honest I want to cry a little.
We had something so special and I want it back and I think we need to fix it somehow and I need a way to do that.
I love them so much (as platonically as I love every single one of my friends) and I will die unhappy with the way we are if I were to die now