Not All Who Wander Are Lost

 

6 years ago with 1 notes Reblog 

I keep leading people (and myself on) 

Every time I end up talking to someone in a semi-romantic way i enjoy it and then all of a sudden I don’t want any of it any more and I just want to be left alone. 

This is why I am convinced that I am aromantic. 

Every single time the part of me that is repulsed by it all for no reason wins. And then I ruin everything. Every time. 

Someone teach me how to ask for friends with benefits relationships

tagged as: wow she speaks;  romantic shit;  I am a terrible person;  and i can't help it;  or control it;  and i just hurt people;  and what's worse is that I am so repulsed that I dont care that i hurt them;  fuck;